Hailey

I can’t tell if I’m okay or not. Like sometimes I feel like nothing really matters and the world is huge and who cares about me because I’m just a speck (I like seeing myself this way) and other times I feel like everything’s terrible and nothing is ever going to be really okay anymore. I’m not sure if I should see someone about this because I’m busy enough as it is and can’t really see myself having enough time for it. And because I have the worst memory ever I then forget about all these feelings because nothing really matters right? I’m just a speck. And then my head just goes in circles again